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Why Speak Out (by Jennifer Chambers & Erick Fabris)
Welcome back to Psycho Magazine everyone. This is our ninth issue
and we're happy to be presenting it! We thank the following people
for their good company and conversation at Queen Street, in the
Mall and on the wards:
Anonymous (these names not arranged in order)
Anonymous
L. M.
A. F.
D. H.
I.
D.
G.
M. F. R.
Other anonymous conversations in general.
These people and others have contributed to this commentary on
life and times at Queen Street. The purpose of this commentary and
others on later pages, is to speak out about what's happening and
what people are seeing around them. In formal speak, people speaking
out are actually advocating for themselves and for others because
of our shared experience in the system. This is called self-advocacy
and everyone does it at some point. We suggest that listening to
people speak out is an alternative preferable to forming committees
of "experts" to talk about people. Here are people saying things
we think the new governing board of Queen Street and the other amalgamated
agencies should hear:
"I was here a few years ago and didn't like it-- all the medication!
Especially Haldol. I couldn't think, had trouble seeing, everything
was trembling in front of me. I was leaning against the wall, I was
afraid of falling down. I'm better when I don't take it. I get worse
when I do take it. Now I take something else, and not so much."
"I think this was not a good place for me. If I have to be hospitalized
again, I'll try to go to another hospital. Toronto Western serves
the Portuguese community. It would have been helpful to have the Patients
Council when I was here, to find out about places I could go, housing,
etcetera."
"There were silent tears before the Patients Council. Now the
patients have someone to talk to their rights. Before the Patients
Council all authority was bad stuff."
"The sickest people aren't in here. The people who cause war, hurt
people are. Because as long as you look normal and "look out for number
one" you fit in. We can't see the mean thoughts some people think."
"Music is a source. Music is medicine."
"Patients here are special people. Some of them show such unconditional
love. Some have disturbed spirits and cause trouble, but most have
good hearts."
"The Patients Council is needed because you have to have someone
who is conscious enough to see the problem, recognize it, put the
problems on the table . Some people don't know how to see things and
express them, how to address problems. There must be people who can
really see the problem. We must have some kind of representation for
the people."
"All the feuding: black versus white, religious, and so on, drives
us to move forward, in a good and bad way. We should learn from the
past-- really learn history."
"We should get more outings here. The Patients Council has been good
for [someone on the ward]. The Patients Council is good to
stand up for you."
"Instead of putting me in restraints they should have told me to cool
down, go for a walk, chill out. Same thing for needles. Got to try
to stop all the pills. They want to completely run your life, control
you, shatter your dreams."
"I think drugging people up is a way for psychiatry to get more money
by making us have to stay longer. We can do better without it. I talked
to the Patients Advocate when I was here. He couldn't help much with
getting me off the drugs."
"The Patients Council is quite effective. It is starting to rub off
on people. At first the Patients Council was ineffective, no one thought
it could do anything. Now people see it can do things and it's getting
known."
"Staff see us as children. Less than human. One person is good, others
treat us as second class citizens."
"I'm afraid to speak out about rights, afraid that they'll start to
treat me bad at the outpatient program. Nurses usually don't talk
to you, just smoke and drink coffee. There was a nice nurse. Most
are not so good. Nurses told me they didn't want me to go see the
Patient Advocate. But I went anyway because of how the doctor was
treating me. Sometimes people prefer you to be ignorant, so you'll
play the game."
"I was going to a vocational rehab' service and I didn't like the
way they treated
me-- they were very patronizing. I wanted to meet with them to talk,
and bring an advocate. So three or four of them ganged up on me and
said I couldn't 'go through life having an advocate'. But they all
had each other!"
For Gil (by L. M.)
Sitting there every day in your recessed spot
Looking out as the world goes by
Your presence unassuming
No outstretched palm or expectant look
Asking alms to scurry passers by
You make your silent protest with quiet conviction
For those registering your presence, a smile
Opting for the easy outlook... inviting confidences
Quite unlike the spawn of teenagers to come
Ten years down the road
To impose, irk and pester with
'Spare any change?'
You took your stand, your refusal to conform
Many winter storms and summer suns
Have grizzled your features and your skin
is now burnished as leather
Your undaunted spirit forges oneness
Neither bitterness nor remorse has tinged
Your thoughts which avidly engage on architecture
and cuisine
And you watch with quickening pulse
The blooms that brighten your spot
Rewarding your maternal care
Then and Now (by L. A.)
The difference between Queen Street and the Lakeshore Hospital
is that when you entered Admitting at Lakeshore, it wasn't everyone
that got medication right away. A lot of people waited about three
days before this happened and you were diagnosed within that time
frame. Now, when entering Queen Street, they waste no time in putting
people on something, from the word 'Go'! When you left the Lakeshore,
there was a whole bunch of people who were considered quite well
and they were taken off their medication to see what happened. Most
of us stayed off for good. We had much better treatment back then.
What I notice today is a lot of people never get off their medication
at all. Nor do they get benefits from the type of treatment in here.
Also, there is more distrust here than what I ever saw when I was
at the Lakeshore, between doctors, staff and clients. Queen Street
is a page out of Freud's time-- beautiful surroundings, three meals
a day; keep people happy if that is possible with so many code white's
and medication.
Patients Council and the Ombudsman (by Jennifer Chambers)
At the request of the Ombudsman's Office, survivors and consumers
including Patients Council staff met and talked at the Ombudsman's
Office. The Ombudsman's Office was wanting some advice on psychiatric
consumers and survivors and our issues. And we wanted to know more
about what they could do with our folks.
The Ombudsman deals with "administrative fairness". They help if
a government body has not followed its own policies and procedures
when dealing with you. So if someone in a Provincial Psychiatric
Hospital (like Queen Street) is not treated fairly by the hospital,
the Ombudsman's Office might be able to help. But they would expect
people to try talking with the Patients Council or the Patient Advocate
first. The Ombudsman can only look at whether a policy is fair,
and if it is being followed fairly. But they only talk to the person
with a personal complaint. They might also be able to help if an
organization like the Patients Council was treated unfairly. But
they can only make recommendations.
Unfortunately, once Queen Street becomes part of a public hospital,
not a Provincial Psychiatric Hospital, the Ombudsman's Office [call
them OO from now on], can no longer help us with "Queen Street
Issues". However on issues such as the redefinition of who's disabled,
the OO could help us if the new definition is applied unfairly.
(They can't say the definition itself is wrong).
We found the OO staff we dealt with, Fiona Crean and Lise Corbeil,
to be good people. OO staff have been getting some further education
by other survivors. The number of the Ombudsman's Office is 1-800-263-1830,
or in Toronto (416) 586-3300.
Forum on Advocacy, 1997: "Your Rights - Love
'Em and Learn 'Em" (by Jennifer Chambers)
We had a great discussion at the Queen Street Patients Council
forum on advocacy.
David Reville was our keynote speaker. David is a psychiatric survivor
himself, as well as having worked as an MPP, been an advisor to
Premier Rae, and having been chair of the (short lived) Advocacy
Commission. Susan Zimmerman of the Patient Advocate Office at Queen
Street and Kim Mullen of Parkdale Community Legal Services gave
us the benefit of their knowledge of the law. Some of the achievements
of the Queen Street Patients Council related to advocacy were summarized.
The following are highlights from the talks and discussions at
the Forum:
David Reville:
"When we get labelled we lose power over our own lives.
Advocacy is getting it back. We've got to be careful when the bad
guys start talking about advocacy. A clue that someone doesn't get
it is: if they talk about "empowering" someone else. (Like if the
government says it's empowering us by cutting welfare). You can't
"empower" people, we must do it ourselves. The Patients Council
is a self-help organization that can create an empowering process--
the PC Advocacy Policy is a good example."
Susan Zimmerman:
"The reality is that the Mental Health Act gives psychiatrists
more power than any other member of society-- and at times it is
abused."
Kim Mullen, a law student at Parkdale Community Legal Services,
described the issues that "Parkdale Legal" can help with: Social
Assistance, worker's rights, Landlord Tenant disputes, Immigration
and human rights.
Other experts at the Forum-- the folks attending-- offered opinions
about how little legal rights can matter when you're actually in
the system. One person told her story of being taken to the hospital
and called "incapable" because she had not washed, and had not answered
her phone. She stated that she was not in any "danger", which is
the only reason a person is supposed to be locked up. She was told
that she could appeal, and that a person can not be treated until
after their appeal is decided. Another woman stated that she wanted
to be taken to hospital when she was "deteriorating". Bill 111 was
mentioned, which would give new powers under the Mental Health Act
to lock people up if they are "deteriorating". It was pointed out
that anyone who wants this done to them can already arrange for
it by filling out a Power of Attorney form, stating what they want
done to them and when. But once it's signed, you can't take it back
without getting a Capacity Assessment, so be careful with what you
sign!
Others talked about different kinds of pressure that get applied
when they didn't agree to take the drugs that the doctor wants to
give them:
"being told that we'll be put in restraints and given
it by the needle, that we'll be put on a form, be found incapable,
that we can't have any kind of other help if we don't take the pills.
It was said that there are two kinds of law: the law in the books
and the law of the jungle."
Someone from Queen Street described having been assaulted by
staff, and having had the police ignore the complaint:
"[The police] call the staff and ask if it's true, the
staff say no, and that was [the end of] it. Then they
gave me a pill and put me in seclusion. People talk about how
consumers and survivors are seen as having no credibility, making
us easy targets.... The systems don't work for us.
The Patients Council was told it should shut Queen Street down.
But people also worried about where they would go from here. There
was some discussion about "how to survive at Queen Street" while
rights and dignity are not respected.
David Reville:
"People are saying that it is surreal to hear about rights,
in light of actual experiences. The best advice is: try to get out,
don't come back. People must know their rights, as well as having
to realistically judge the real situation."
1994, April, Introductory
Isssue
1994, August, "Restraints and Isolation"
1995, May, "Victory in
Court"
1995, September, "Housing"
1996, January, "Alternatives
to Psychiatry"
1996, May, "Does Mental Illness Exist"
1996, September, "Friends and Family"
1997, January, "Beliefs"
1997, November, "Speaking Out"
2001, March, "Those
Who Have Died"
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